Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Apparently i can blog from my phone. I just havent tried yet so here goes...
I just completely knocked down my self-confidence. I was walkin down the side of alkek library comin from a final and i saw my big crush for txst walk past the bottom of the steps headin the same way i was. I speedily went down the stairs to catch up with him. Idk why i did b/c i hadnt planned further. I basically stalked him until we parted ways at flowers. At one pt. we were walkin right next to each other and he didnt notice me. I made no effort to get his attention, except attempting to keep up with him and smiling like a fool. why is it so hard for me to make a move?Is it b/c i know hes not interested? What wouldve happnd if i said hi. Should i have? I might tell him if i see him at the parting of waves party. I should see him cause it'll be at his apt. I fail.