I was at an Asian Festival in San Antonio yesterday. My friends and I spent a lot of time trying to find cute Asian guys. We certainly found some and had great and funny encounters. BUT there was this one Japanese guy that kept looking back at me every time I would see him and everywhere i would see him. My friends noticed him looking at me too. They kept trying to get me to talk to him, but IM A SCAREDY CAT! I can't go up to HOT ASIAN GUYS and talk to them. I was as red as a tomato and my heart was beating so fast. But i kept being like: NO! I can't talk to him! What do i say!?!? I'll cry! Stop it! Good he's walking away. HE MAKES ME KOKORO GO DOKIDOKI!!!
So then finally, we thought we had seen him and his friends walk off and leave the place. BUT when we were sitting at a table they walked by and my friend said my name REALLY loud and kept hitting my arm, embarrassing me as he walked by and smiled at us. My friends were like: THIS IS FATE! HE DIDN'T LEAVE! HE WAS LOOKING FOR YOU! GO TALK TO HIM! Of course i didn't budge from that table, so two of my friends ran after him to bring him back to me. Well they did. Luckily, one of my friends takes Japanese with me, so I guess she knew enough to get the point across and his friends knew enough English to tell him.
But while I was being awkward and introducing myself and talking to him, my phone rang cause my friend was trying to find where i was! This had actually happened earlier when we had run into him and my friends were trying to get me to say something, but MY CRUSH called because he had come there too and he was wondering when I would be leaving and such. BUT I FELT BAD BECAUSE I WASN'T REALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO HIM THE WHOLE TIME AND ESPECIALLY WHEN HE CALLED CAUSE CUTE JAPANESE GUY WAS WALKING BY!! Not to mention i had just given my crush a "love letter" on Valentines day and he hasn't rejected or accepted me yet. He just seems to notice me more, i think. But anyway...back to me being super awkward and on the phone trying to give directions and get my friend to find me while cute Japanese guy was looking at me. I could hear my friends talking in the background behind me saying something like: "Yeah she thought he was attractive, but was too shy to say something." and the friend said something like: "Oh yeah he did too, but is also too shy to say it."
WAIT. HOLD UP. Did cute Japanese guy's friend just say that he found me attractive. WHAT THE EVERLOVING HECK?!?! HOW DID THIS EFFIN HAPPEN TO ME?! I REALLY ATTRACTIVE JAPANESE GUY THINKS IM CUTE?!!? What is life? I cant. im cry.
So awkward convo was awkward I even had to ask his name again. It was a mixture of broken Japanese and speaking English to his friend and his friend answering for him sorta. They walked off and i was flustered, but got up the courage to run after him and add me on Facebook. He was so surprised when I ran after him. UGGGGUUUUU HIS SMILE!!!!! ><
Yeah so i added him on FB and I found out his bday is Dec 25 (Christmas lol) 1990. And from his picture he posted of an airport, i figured out his here in Texas for business and only here for 2 months...or has only been here for 2 months. Still a little confused, but i know hes not a college student now. Just ahhhhhhh what. Idk where this will go or what will happen. Or about my crush too. Thankfully, he didn't get to see me interact with cute Japanese guy. But i still feel like I neglected him. IDK WHAT DO!!
