Somewhere Only We Know

Hey guys! (why do i put a greeting when i know good and well no one reads this? ><)
SO it's been a while, ne? yup. Right now I'm supposed to be in bed because it is currently 1:33am and i just took a relaxing cold shower after another sweaty game of Ultimate. Speaking of Ultimate. I've been gettin lots better. Im catchin lots n lots. I actually am tired and sweating after a game, although that could be because of the hotter weather and intense more amount of humidity. BLEH Dx
Anyway...
Let me shed a lil light on the inspiration for the title.
So, I recently have gotten myself into another obsession. As with any obsession, I go big. This time...it's Glee. I knew a long time ago that I would like this show. I was soooo right. This is all thanks to my Darling best friend of course. Without her, my life would be boring and obsessionless. But yeah Glee. They recently came back to the 2nd season after a 3week? hiatus. And man they came back strong. SO MUCH ANGST. I feed off of angst, hence why i love Asian dramas so much. Dey be chocked full of it. Short story long...The title is a song that the boy accapello group from a boys' private school called the Dalton Warblers released as a goodbye song for main character Kurt who had transfered there because of bullying at the main school McKinley High. Blaine (Darren Criss) plays the main vocal for the Warblers and now Kurt's boyfriend. Some Where Only We Know was released way before tonight's (well since it's 1am then yesterday's ?) new episode 90 minute special when Kurt returns to McKinley. So i had time to listen to the song before I watched the new episode. Basically, its been stuck in my head all day. I reallyREALLY like it. Darren Criss is a freakin amazing man and wonderful singer. I found out all this through a lil site called Tumblr. Don't go to it unless you want your life to be consumed and ruined. My BF also got me on Tumblr, I kept avoiding it but i finally gave in. Dx idk if i should have. Its really good for gifs/ships/memes/spoilers/fandoms/sexriots/blogging. TIME CONSUMING NONSENSE! Yet, i still go. xD
-sigh-
Oh and the reason i know the song so well is cause of this...

The Warblers released an AMAZING album and it was on there. I listened to it a lot in the past few days.

You see my nails btw?

You like? lol Like someone will answer. They kinda simple anyway though.
So I should be going to sleep. 8am class=no bueno. Dx I originally got on here to write down my final exam date and times. SO much for that.
I shall leave you with the song though. Please enjoy!

Goodnight Lovlies!~

~Meliah

I may have a problem...or few.

I do have problems...k?
Currently, I procrastinate to blog about stuff that I don't do. Ironic, ne?
Eeeek...my throat is starting to hurt again. And i have a big lie bump on the side of my tongue. Dx not fun.
But anyway, procrastination. Big problem for me. I don't even know where to began. Well first of all, there is a huge pile of clean clothes on the floor in front of my dresser/closet because i have yet to fold them and put them away since yesterday.
Last night, I spent too much time on Tumblr when i should have been studying for my Anthropology test that i took this morning. I.can't.study. I have major problems with it. IDK WHYYYY! I just can't bring myself to do it. I FAILLLLL! It's not like i may pushing myself to change though. Being on the internet (aka Facebook, Youtube, and Tumblr...sometimes Twitter) doesn't help my problem one bit.
So I'm supposed to be working on my rough draft of my paper for English that's due tomorrow. I got nothing done so far. Even though it is just an Anotated Bibliography...I can't even think of a thesis. I know what i want to focus on, but i still can't put it in a thesis. I sounds too simple everyway i think of way. Idk i just need to go with it. Its just a rough draft for now anyway. But the thing is...I dont want to do it. I'd rather re-do my finger nails or start a new drama or something. GAHHH!
I have been forgetting a lot of things lately. It's been getting me in trouble.
I...need something. I dont know what to say...i ran out of juice.
Long day of Native American films and missing someone and holding back eveything to not text him again. He hasn't answered me the past 3 times. I think he might be getting annoyed with me. It's just every little thing reminds me of him. I wish i knew what he thinks of me.
Well...Idk if i can hold up much longer, i was already falling asleep a second ago when trying to work. Going to bed early sounds nice...but it doesn't feel right because i need to work more.
FML
~Laila the scatter-brained~

Oh dear April First...

So I just read my friend's blog about April Fools and I agree with her. Life is like April Fools all the time. But especially on the actual April Fools for me today. Not so good of a day today. Last night was pretty fun, but since this morning my mood has taken a big fall off of a cliff...
First of all, I went to my 9-oclock. It was supposed to be my only class today because my 8am was cancelled for the rest of the week. Well, the TA who was supposed to teach didn't show up. Waste.of.time.

If you know me at all, you will know that i am a BIG procrastinator and lazy. Well that all came back to bite me in the butt today. It all started when i forgot to sign up for housing on that certain day where EVRYONE was supposed to do it. I had gotten the paper that i wasn't required to live on-campus, but i didn't read it carefully to know when the date was to sign up for dorms. I really really needed to stay on campus. I wouldn't be able to afford an apartment because of monthly rent...i don't have a job...definitely no money from the folks. I depend on financial aid. I never got an email saying if I was on the waiting list or not. I started getting more and more worried as time went on. I started inwardly freaking out when i heard everyone saying what dorm they got in and that they are all together and such (all my friends will be in San Jac) Almost to the brink of crying at most points. I didn't know what i should do, i kept putting off thinking about it and doing something about it. People kept bugging me about it and i was bugging myself about it, but for some reason i thought something would just happened if i waited. dumb. I finally did something about it today. My friend made me go to JCK to talk to Housing today. Needless to say, I came out of there crying and homeless. I was on the waiting list, but number 345 or something and the 255th female. Now, I'm in the terrible stressful situation of figuring out somewhere to live. All along I had been arguing with my mom about getting an apartment. She kept telling me there was absolutely no way, because we're poor and i don't have a job to pay rent every month. Well now it looks like i have to, and she's freaking out on me. She always seems to raise her voice at me on the phone when i talk to her. She wonders why i never call. She's always getting upset about how i forget and/or procrastinate. She knows that i get that from her.
Now we're to the point that i have to save as much money from the summer job im hopefully getting as i can, and most likey i'll have to get a job in school as well. Which i know that'll be a painful process as well. I need and on campus job. Hopefully I'll find one. But what i really need to find now is a place to live...
I wonder if any of my friends living off campus need another roommate...Doubt it. Everyone's already settled. Except me.
Now i can't go to Karaoke tonight because im working on financial aid stuff
I just really need to get my priorities straight. I need to stop worrying about relationships and get over my fear of being alone. My ROOMATE just told me God will provide...and He will. I just don't like drowning in tears...
Bad...Day...
Pray for me.